fresh page, new pen

where do i begin?

words fail, tears come

i need someone

to take the thoughts i almost think

and carry then away for me

deep breathe, exhale

breathe in deeper still

long sigh, im still numb

is there anyone

who can find the things im barely feeling

Currently Listening The Silence in Black and White By Hawthorne Heights ohio is for lovers see related

i sliced an M in my wrist for you,just because i know you hate the fact that i do that anyways

i watched my blood drip and stain my light purple sheets.i hate blood but i love red so i cut more and more

as i lay here dying i think i might be going to hell,i hope you follow me there

i hope your happy with what youve done, i will never tell you darling

all i will ever do is spill my blood for you

Currently Listening From Under the Cork Tree By Fall Out Boy sugar were goin down see related

              you are gonna be so hard to f

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                                                         out of love with..............

Currently Listening The Everglow By Mae the sun and the moon see related

wasted time, i cannot say that i was ready for this, but when worlds collide, and ill that i have is all that i want, the words seem to float, and the thoughts they keep running, and all that i have is yours all that i am is yours

painted skys, ive seen so many that cannot compare to, your ocean eyes, the pictures you took that cover your room, and it was just like the sun, but more like the moon, the light that can reach it all, so now im branded for taking the fall

so when you say forever cant you see .....youve already captured me

okay so i was just at camp for a week, and it was the most amazing experience of my life.. not everything went like i wanted it too but it was awesome.. and everyone who will read this was at the same camp anyways so it really doesnt matter..

i let a guy ruin part of my week up there ..actually most of it..up until thursday night , and then i had a good breakdown..and then it was all better

that was the best week of my life tho..like honestly..everything..

and thanks to the people who helped me thru my whole breakdown thing ..you guys helped me alot.

and michael..thank you for coming and talking to me..that was good..